Been feeling a bit odd lately. Like something's missing. Like life's become boring and unnecessary. No i'm not going suicidal, just feeling odd.
Not feeling very needed or feel like giving either. Just plain odd. Wish I could get a break and just go away, somewhere, away, change life.
Wish I had the cash to do it. Existence has been hand to mouth for a long time and I need to change that somehow. There are things I want to have or at least enjoy before I perish.
Maybe I'm just getting old. Alone and old, not a great combination.
Anyways... I'm still alive
2 human(s) commented:
You're not really alone or un-needed, except in your head, by your own determined will to be thus.
Everyone comes to a point in life where they feel the same way you're feeling right now. Lord knows I have, and still do feel that way quite often.
Maybe getting away for a while IS best for your spirit's revival. There are always ways to get the cash - loans, selling things, odd-jobs, etc.
I agree... no one should have to perish before they do things with their lives.
Thanks for writing this.
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